Today is Ash Wednesday, the first day of Lent. Ash Wednesday reminds us that, whether we believe in an afterlife or not, we are ultimately no more than dust. When we die and pass out of this life, what remains of us will soon be no more, too, returned to the earth from which it has come. Before my siblings and I scattered my mother's ashes atop her favorite mountain in the San Gabriel Mountains of California in October of 2011, we opened the box that contained "her." All that Mom ever was had been reduced to a small pile of ashes. All her years, all her love, all her joy, all her meaning, all her hopes and dreams now no more than a bag of ashes. It was sobering.
Even more sobering is that one day, every one of us will be exactly the same. We are so fragile, so frightfully fragile. What meaning have we? What is our point? As we contemplate our mortality, we see ever more clearly how thin the line is between life and death, sentience and dust, fire and ashes. We are so contingent, so tenuous: how can we ever hope to be?
Yet here we are. This notwithstanding however, Ash Wednesday reminds us that we are not dust and ashes only, that life is not total absurdity. It tells us that we are spiritual beings, physical creatures, yes, but metaphysical, too, blessed with spiritual form and vision, creations of a transcendent God.
Our death is not the end.
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